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Happy Grief

by Handtruck

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Yeah, you're running out of time So be gay, do crime Stars fall in this tiny ashtray Ground down to dust universes collapsing I need, I need a drought I need a drought of doubt I need, I need a flood I need a flood of love All this work and no reward Except the work itself Taste the salt and then you taste the sword I'm the Queen of Nothing A Prince of Poverty, yeah I can see that we are free and I can feel it And you can feel it
2.
Extra Ultra 03:33
Feelin' past the ceilin' beyond the sky and Mars Hummin' and strummin' comin' off like superstars so extra ultra if you know what I'm sayin' so extra ultra I can't even explain Shiny times and funny lines always pull you through everything all at once is the least that you can do I know the drain of drudgery and busy work play it your way despite the boss his loss just shirk Here we are in outer space on some gigantic rock your wildest smile is more worthwhile than any share of stock You know the stain bad choices out of fear it washes out and soon you'll drink the boss' beer
3.
Everything is rock and roll and rock and roll is everything Birth and death and in between sex and love and drug and drink god and man and satan too all of it Revolution revolting nothing something anything yes and no and maybe too all of it
4.
Everywhere you look things are getting hard and all the shots you took you're faking it so well Running in the rain running from the pain Anywhere you are you're followed by that feeling from here to that red star got nothing left to sell Running from the rain gods can't quite explain you fade away
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Devious Lick 01:51
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Exits Exist 05:00
I don’t even believe in myself I can’t prove I’m even here Yet I can see you just fine Not sure that you can see mine Just a shape in space where I’m supposed to be There’s a body here but is it me Like a leaf falling off the tree Except there’s no leaf, just fall Exits exist Just a sack of blood and guts Just a rack of bones and dust It isn’t me or he or whatever Not trying to just be clever
7.
Hard to Live 03:10
It's hard to live with your folks/your friends/yourself/your life It's not too late to change your fate/to agitate
8.
Wrong Citer 02:17
You never cite the rights Everything's not blacks and whites I'm just glad I'm so very glad that you're not a songwriter The hurt feelings club Got an infinite membership The hurt feelings society's Logo is a quiv'ring lip Nothing's perfect nothing's safe Nothing hurts like a little faith I'm just sad I'm so very sad That your load is not lighter
9.
Can the band play the happy song? Oh yes they can Can the man understand his life Can the child understand herself Can your fruit for apple pies My mom she cries, she lives to die oh yeah Can the drugs really pull the plug Can the body overcome the mind Cancer is a government scam like Roswell heaven hell oh yeah Can the bomb get the upper hand Can the sea engulf the shore Can the sky kiss you back The sun will sing its latest hit
10.
It’s a quote from a book I never finished reading a scar from the love I never stopped needing a bite from the meal you’ll never be feeding a loop from that moment never stops repeating It isn’t what it isn’t Can’t be more than what it’s not Dreams or nightmares woke you up Gotta fight reality It’s not like I can help feeling this way Can never find the right words to say Try to be real and not just cosplay Sometimes you want tomorrow but just get today

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released May 22, 2023

All songs copyright 2023 by Clinton Kirby (BMI)

Clinton Kirby: guitar, vocals, keys
Chin Chin: bass
Kick: drums, percussion

Produced, engineered, mixed, mastered by Handtruck

Guitar solo on "Wrong Citer": Steve Deaton (www.youtube.com/@TheDTones), who has played on every Handtruck record!

Horns on "The Happy Song": Trumpet- Sousa (Sousa on fiverr.com) from Portugal, Alto Sax-D.L. (bdb_studio, no longer on fiverr.com), and Trombone-Dawid (dave_trombone on fiverr.com) from Poland

Vocals on "Hard To Live": Fatima (fati1627 on fiverr.com) from Morocco

Cover photo: Nick Chen (unsplash.com/@mangospaceship)

Thanks to Deaton for the critical, discerning ear and to Marti as always, for everything!

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Just a man, his evil deeds, and the stars...and some cool indie rock tunes! If you need a drought of doubt and a flood of love, check out Happy Grief...

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